I’m Not Afraid Of Correcting Mistakes

a dark, low-ceilinged gallery space with multiple rows of white steel columns cutting through it and a high gloss floor has at least five lightbox transparency artworks by donald moffett of photos overlaid with text on the left and back wall, but only the back wall is unobstructed enough to make out the content. and it is a white nude guy laying down who appears to be masturbating, with a blue background and a line of illegible white text. in the center foreground, spotlit from above, is a two foot high stack of red posters, which turned out to be a collaborative artwork between moffett and felix gonzalez-torres, which the latter later disavowed. moffett kept his text from the poster, though, which came from an earlier lightbox work. via the university of british columbia fine art gallery, found at the felix gonzalez torres foundation
installation view of Strange Ways: Here we come, Felix Gonzalez-Torres and Donald Moffett, at the University of British Columbia, Vancouver, Fine Art Gallery in November 1990, image via FG-T Fndn

Maybe it’s the passage of time, the advancement of discourse, the writing and thinking about it for so long, the engagement with the work and history of an artist who wrote so emphatically, that he’d always believed artists were allowed “to do whatever they please with their work.” Or maybe it’s the moment, when something I’ve seen and written about before looks different. And when something I’ve read a dozen times before finally sinks in, maybe because now I’ve had that same experience.

“I’m not afraid of making mistakes, I’m afraid of keeping them,” Felix Gonzalez Torres told Tim Rollins in 1993.

Andrea Rosen put that quote in context in her CR essay [pdf], and how Felix’s decision to not have a studio meant the first time he’d see a work realized was when he installed it in a gallery: “Putting the work in public immediately allowed him the opportunity to sense if he felt confident about his decisions. From time to time Felix would decide that he did not feel strongly enough about a piece to have it remain a work, even if it had already been exhibited.”

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